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Atta boy

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 15:56:03 GMT

Haha i can't remember the last time i sat in front of my pc writing an entry.. haha no wonder people call it the peak.. it really is what it is :D

I can't say the peak has been mean to me, at least im not constantly going back late but i do have a lot of work to do that is piling up :) Haha but you can't do much about it. I don't think audit is going to be my life, i'm here ot learn and frankly speaking i thought i would have learnt more :P But in due time i think i will.

But i realise how valuable education is. I have a different opinion to what is being smart. So many people are really good and studying and studying and churning out word for word definitions of what something should be. others try and understand and put what they think they know into exams. Both kinds are comfortable with what they do. I believe the truly smart ones are the one's that can retain all this information regradless if you forced yourself to memorize it or not.

The ability to recall or retain information to put it into real life is amazing. If you ask me to try and recall something to what i've learnt in poly i'll tell you probably nothing. I can't remember jack. The truly smart ones can.. niangtok

Haha and with that in mind, was it a wise choice to give up uni? maybe so, but i'm not regretting it one bit. I'm making a living and doing my degree part time. yes it's tough and i belive going to uni would have given me more of a life but being this busy tells me i'm doing okay. I may burn out here and there but i always have someone to lean on :)

Will i do well for my upcoming exmas.. i dunno.. it should be the time i start reading and trying to understand my subject and do some work.. haha i should set aside at least half an hour a day i guess.. we'll see how things develop :D

haha i have so much unread mail which i was sorting out just now. Bank letters, CPF letters, education letters, insurance letters.. haha i better start reading them and filing them :D

MUHAHAHAHAH I HAVE A PLATINUM MASTERCARD! :D MUHAHAHAHAHA AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE ONE THEN MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA TOOO BAD :D

Intermediate is ocming.. hahaha i'm gonna make a fool out of myself :D

Momma bubs :)

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:47:23 GMT

<3

I should be working... nah <3

Momma = <3

:)

Forever bliss :)

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 15:22:34 GMT

Pure joy

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 19:43:59 GMT

No words can describe how happy i am tonight. It's the sense of inner joy that you feel that nothing can ever describe it. There are not enough adjectives to describe the joy i had tonight. They say a picture is worth a thousand words. Well the pictures playing in my head are not even close to a thousand words :)

This was without doubt the best night of my life :)

Look at the stars
Look how the shine for you
And everything you do :)

Happiness Happiness

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 03:58:53 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAAH I'M THE HAPPIEST BOY ALIVE!!!!!! :D

AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN HA! TOO BAD

I HAVE THE BESTEST CARD IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND I'M WEARING THE BESTEST CAP IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND I'LL SLEEP LATER ON THE WORLD'S BEST MAT! :D

I HAVE THE BESTEST BEST BESTERER MOMMA IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD :D

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly without complexities or pride. I love you because I know no other way then this. So close that your hand, on my chest, is my hand. So close, that when you close your eyes, I fall asleep.

12 days of christmas

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 02:44:07 GMT

haha it was a pretty good couple of days. yesterday morning i played tennis.. muhahaha shiok shiok shiok shiok shiok.. can't remember the last time i played.. haah but it was damn fun.. i need to play so much more :D

After that i went to edna's place where we watched lock,stock and two smoking barrells.. haha i'm gonna complain to fred about the dvd. I swear it's missing segments.. esp when eddie is noted for his hair and bacon is for his voice in the robbery of dog :P And tom falling off the bridge. But then again maybe i watched the director's cut or something.. still it's a good funny show :D I had so much fun with momma :D Plus with her mum talking to me in chinese was quite funny.. even though i shouldn't have opened my mouth :D

After that we went down to plaza sing where we went shopping for some stuff for coach. ha da taiwan delight which was actualyl not bad.. haha i've been deprived of what my father calls "real food" for a very long time :D

haha and momma bought a very very nice dress at GG5.. haha but cubby was abit stunned by the price.. but as momma explains it's retail therapy.. so maybe i'll try it sometime soon.. i'll buy myself an outfit and see how much therpay i'll get :D

Bumped into jegan at plaza sing also.. haha bastard is damn funny.. i'll never forget his flying tree and making prata's at NUS :P

Met up with caleb, sunny, sunjit, kelvin, charlene, zahira, regina and fuad for a christmas/new year get together.. haah spent the ngiht cooking after bad weather.. highlight was roasting marshmellows and the coconut for caleb to eat :D

Watched borat and my god it's so bloody funny.. haha i couldn't stop laughing and squirming at what he did :D

One more week to my birthday.. hahaha i can't wait but i have no bloody idea what to do :D Help me please :)

A message for everyone

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:48:30 GMT

Quoted from my dad:

Merry fucking christmas :)

Happy holidays everyone :)

I must have got the lowest bonus in the world! haha it must be a new guiness world record! Not bad for someone who's not suppose to get it! :D

Your deepest fear

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 14:01:01 GMT

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 16:46:09 GMT

Its raining now. How i love the rain at midnight. Just looking out into the sky makes you wonder about nothing. And its so peaceful thinking about nothing :)

Haha this is inspired by kakapoopoo's blog. To all my close friends.

1. Ellie
Haha you're too damn cute and funny not to like. You constantly never fail to put a smile on my face with your nonsense and drama in your life. Haha the things you want just astounds me :) haha you're just damn funny la

2. Coach Sjai
You crazy mother fucker! I would never have been the person i am without you :D

3. Jansen
Haha the ellie lover! You are one mad dog with your drinking with amy. And the fact that most of our work is the same. haha you are one funny mother fucker also. I need to see you and amy rematch!

4. Racheal
You are one crazy crazy crazy geela woman. Haha i have never met someone like you. You've got one good heart and patience that not many people see. haha and i love you because you are one food expert! Knn everywhere also know where good food is. Ellie you must meet rach! Haha

Last but not least:
5. Edna / Momma / Nanny / :D
You are the only person i wanna meet in heavan :D
You don't know how much you mean to me :)

Happy holidays everyone :D

P.S: FONG FATT IS DAMN STINGY! :D

Season's greetings

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 23:44:27 GMT

Haha this week has been pretty crazy.. and it's only wednesday :D

Spent the last few days coming home at 10 plus from client's place. haha there is so much work to do and i still have alot left. I have a seminar tomorrow so i have to do as muich as i can today :D

Haha over the weekend i went with edna to watch the MDAS choir perform at the Bt panjang mall. haha the guys all look so happy, it makes you realize how lucky you are to have the things you have :D

I bought christmas cards an di must say they look great. They were done by the guys at MDAS and to be honest, they are better made than those you would find in the stores which would cost way way more :P

Plus their singing is quite good, better than some karoke sessions you hear from *cough cough* ellie's lover :DDDDDDD

After that we went down to watch ellie play tennis. Haha she's damn cute, she got a noob and got lobed! Muhahahaha :D But she's improved since the last time i saw her.. she still has no serve :P Toss the ball in front! You look like you're gonna fall backwards :P

Haha momma's exams have finished! :D Hopes he does well so she doesn't have to go through the same nightmare routine! :P

Well off to jurong west again! :P I'm known as gurmit singh there. Wah piang :P

tis the seaon to be jolly fug ah la la la la la la la :D

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 06:19:19 GMT

I'm all alooooone in the office :D Today is the day to relax and chill out :D Haha the cassanova came back today and first thing boss gives him: CLEAR THE COMPACTORS! Haha loser!:D He's been at it all morning! :D

Haha i've just finished one file. Left with two. I'm gonna take my time, relax and chill :D I was scheduled for stock take today but my lovely boss gave it to someone else to do: BUGS BUNNY :D Haha can you imagine bugs bunny and poh lin doing stock take together??? Of a listed company somemore! :D Hahah one is damn blur and cute the other one is indescribable :D

I had time to tidy up my desk today, threw away all the garbage i didn't need. When i say throwing away i just put it on cassanova's table to let hime handle :D Plus i stole his liquid paper in the proces.. muhahahahah :D

Christmas is coming and i've only bought one gift :D Time to do some christmas shopping :D I wonder what i should get. My mum asked me what i wanted and my response would either be "nothing" or if you insist on getting me something then i'll say "anything" It's the thought that counts anyway :)

Haha guess which option my mum choosed? Nothing? :D HA you're wrong! she said if she can't find anything then it'll be nothing! So it is nothing la, or maybe another pyjama shirt to wear to work :D

Okay la let's daydream a bit. If money was no option what would be my christmas list?

1) Either one: Aston martin Vanquish, V8 Vantage roadster or DB9
2) Tag huer watch: Link or carrera
3) That damn bloody nice house along katong
4) A truck load of money
5) Last but not least: How to dance like a white guy :D

for those who don't knwo about item number 5:
http://www.break.com/index/how_to_dance_like_a_white_guy.html

one satisfied customer:
http://www.break.com/index/whitedance41.html

Haha but i know i will never get those items, it doesn't bother me anyway, i don't need them :D

Poh lin just came back! Haha and she left bugs bunny at the stock take! Hahahahaahahha :D I asked her where he is she said she left him there to count the stock! :D Joker sia

You know how uiet the office is.. even the whole SIP is out! Haha, so i'm enjoying the alone time and relaxing

Well back to work :D

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAM TODAY MOMMA! :D COME BACK COME BACK!

I wish i may i wish i might

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:33:40 GMT

Have you ever wondered in your quite time you would wish for something? Everyone know and then would wish for something they know would be near impossible to get.

My wish: To be able to stop time.

But have you ever wondered in the times where you have wished for something, it means you are lacking in it. If oyu pray for money, it means you have been spending too much and you're in desperate need of it. Me wishing for time means i've got none. In a way it's true.

I spent the whole day at work today. I'm not saying i didn't enjoy it, i did. I got to work hand in hand with my manager and pick his brain for the day. Got to see how he saw things and hopefully that would make me a better worker. But then again i realised how i wish i had more time or how he could have more time to review files and do work so we would have time for other things, things we would do for leisure.

I've totally neglected my application for ACCA and friday is the deadline. The form itself is not very clear cut. So on monday i'll show them what i've filled up and if anything need be changed i'll do it there and then. I've already got my transcripts, IC, employment letter, photogrpahs ready. It's just left with p[ayment and seeing if the form is filled up correctly.

The past few days i've been readin gup on segments of the manual. It's understandable when you read it but i just can't remember anything once i put it down. I never used to be like that. I think more studying is in order. It's funny when you read it, it makes sense but the minute you put it down you can't remember what you read.

Momma study hard okay. We all know you can do it. Best of luck for your exams! We miss you in the office like crazy. Especially cubby :)

Points to ponder

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 23:26:29 GMT

If a person with multiple personalities threatens suicide, is that considered a hostage situation?

Why is the word "dictionary" in the dictionary?

If "con" is the opposite of "pro," then what is the opposite of progress?

Why is a boxing ring square?

Just think how much deeper the ocean would be if sponges didn't live there.

If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

So what's the speed of dark?

After eating, do amphibians need to wait an hour before getting OUT of the water?

Why don't they just make mouse-flavored cat food?

Why for many does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin?

If you're sending someone some Styrofoam, what do you pack it in?

Why do they sterilize needles for lethal injections?

Whose cruel idea was it for the word "lisp" to have an "s" in it?

Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?

Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint and he has to touch it.

Torn

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 00:16:12 GMT

Thank you david armand and natalie imbruglia. You made my morning :) No matter how many times i watch this video, it always makes me smile :) Natalie imbruglia is such a good sport :)

For those who aren't sure what i'm talking about:
http://www.break.com/index/david_armand_torn_with_natalie.html

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late, Im already torn

I'm Back :)

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 06:18:54 GMT

Hello everybody, i'm back with less weight, no voice and probably a nose tha would match a german shepard :)

Caught an early friday flight on SQ back. Enjoyed the 40 minute long ride being pampered by a lovely stewardess and the company of super mario bros and street fighter.. haha childhood games :)

Went to see my doc to get his opinion on my food posioning and he gave me new medicine to take. Still not feeling that great. Getting up is hard an dmoving about is a real no go. I thought i was getting better yesterday when my appetitie started to come back but now it's gone again. Hopefully it'll come back. Can't really keep on doing this eating and not eating thingy.

Went out shopping with momma yesterday at spotlight and taka. haha went around shoopping for little christmas gifts and she's gonna make her own cards. Haha at least she's happy occupying her time which makes cubby happy :)

Haha and i ate mos burger for like the first time in over 800 years. I loved the hot dog.. muhaha and their fries are really good :D

Today is not a great day htough, struggling out of bed was the first part of the day, and trying to eat my food after that. Then i had the most annoying sequence of events thanks to toothbrush.

He leaves me a message saying katong at three. I reply saying i'm not feeling so good, down with food posioning from KL and won't go out today to rest. He asks what happened and i tell him and i clearly state i'm resting today.

Next hour he calls me and says "eh wanan go range or not?" I'm like wtf, i just told you i can;t go out and here you are calling me asking me to go to the range? i tell him again i'm sick and he asks "why you irritated, why so emo?" whenever you're sick we all tell you to rest and take it easy. When din is sick, i'm sick you're always "eh go out for a while la"

Maybe it's because i didn't eat for two days, maybe it's because i vomited twenty times, maybe it's because i had to share a room with a neaderthal, maybe it's because i'm struggling with my voice, maybe it's because no matter how hard i try i still get sick, maybe it's because everytime i'm sick you still ask me to go out, maybe it's because you don't listen and always ask ppl "why so emo?" when you yourself have the worse temper ever and are the most emo among all of us, I wasn't born with the luxury of rich parents or the freedom to go out when i like. I don't have that. I can't go out as you message and my parents don't like it that everytime i'm sick you call and when i say i can't go out you arrive at my doorstep within the hour come in see me a bit and say "eh go out for a while la". Don't you think my parents want to take care of me? I've survived half my life away from them growing up without them. Call me a momma's boy all you want, i'm proud to be one. At least i have respect for them. Don't you have other friends to go out with when we're sick? or is it everyone is fed up of your attitude and behaviour? your answer will be "ya la ya la you're right la" And you know what, i am.

Tada Wang

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:59:55 GMT

Haha i'm down with food poisoning :p What a surprise :P What to do, tahan it. Hahah the only thing i wished wouldn't happen happened. Like they say, be careful what you wish for :P

Haha the mungen is getting worse as the week continues. Haha i have no diea what he is going to do next. In the morning he woke up late like around 745 when i tried to wake him up earlier. he said "got time" Athen when he finally woke up he told me to eat breakfast and shower faster cause got "no time" He didn't shower of course contributing to the smell even more :P

Haha we're not even close to being done. And yesterdays hsopping was not shopping. He just went to borders and sony. Nothing else. He didn't want to go anywhere else! Haha and even when we had dinner of nasi goreng he din't like it. Said it was too hot. Mungen :P He gave the wtf look when he saw his food like "where was the fried chicken?" :P

Anyway have to pack up, derek wants to leave like NOW! :P

SOMEBODY LOVES JANSEN. I KNOW YOU AND YOU'RE JANSEN SECRET!

KL Boleh. One mungen tad boleh! BUSOH! :D

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 08:43:38 GMT

Haha second day in KL, just a few more days left then i'll be back. The work here under the normal method would be simple. But since the firm decided to use another method.. *cough cough* the Runjit, Sunjit, Munjit method, things have become a hell of a lot load more complicated. ^_-

Well we have a tight deadline and i have learnt i'm coming back in january to do the final wrap up. If it falls on my b'day i'm killing FF, i swear. I'll come here get all the robovite pills and stuff it down his throat that he becomes a robovite! :D

I miss you guys like mad, esp ellie, rach, jan, ande and momma! :D Omg if there was no internet i think i would be staring at the paint dry :P Imagine doing an audit with a complex model with drilling and cursing and smelly men walking by. Feels just like home when i tried to study for exams with my dad shouting "oei come here hold this up" :D

So let;s recount the past few days. We arrived in KL and my senior gets conned into paying 150 RM for the trip to our clients place. I fell asleep in the cab so i didn't know much about it. Haha the cab ride was longer than the plane ride. Imagine that. Oh and there was one hot stewardess on the plane. Malayasia boleh! :D

When i wokeup and saw how much was paid, i bargained with the uncle and the return trip will cost us 60 RM. Well entering the clients place it's under renovation. Painting the ealls, drilling holes, making tables. We were left in one room to do our work and in the next hour sent to another room as the room was going to be renovated :P

After the long days work, we took a cab to the hotel, by meter this time of course and arrived at our hotel "Armanda" i swear everybody here pronounces it as Tah Mah Da. My first reaction is "eh why the heck you scolding my mother all" when i realised they were trying to pronounce our hotel. The best part is the call it "PJ armanda" cause its located in petaling jaya. Everytime they say PJ i'm wondering why the heck peter jacob is here.. hahah :D

We checked into the hotel without a problem just the receptionist asked "who is mr kidd" then called me "mr john" then called me "mr david" Well she was alright, i asked her about the local food scene so we didn't have to walk so far to eat.

Went up to shower and change and headed to their Giant hypermart to buy some necessities for the room. Then derek wanted to eat KFC. okay, so he ate KFC while i munched on a snack. Wasn't very hungry so it was okay. Walked around the area just exploring. Nothing much but still quite okay.

I wasn't feeling well the whole afternoon so when we got back i took some medicine and went to sleep. Derek stayed up doing shit loads of work.. hehe now he knows the pain of filling out forms.. waste of time :P

Woke up early this morning to get him out of bed and did some cleaning up before we went for breakfast.

The hotel is pretty okay. Small but okay. Not complaining. The shower is bigger than the bed :D But sadly it is not used as frequently as i would like :D The breakfast was good but it didn't have youghurt :P

When we came back there was the local paper waiting for us. Haha on the cover page: Biggest robbery in Malaysia history. Apparently, the robbery was just like a hollywood action movie. The robbers came in dressed up, chlorofoamed the guards, took the merchandise and smashed the cameras and were out withtin the hour. My conclusion: The robbers must be from new guinea :D

In new guinea, all the robbers try hollywood stunts. When they watch something on tv, they try to follow, so it must be them :D

But if it isn't them, it looks like an inside job. OUt with 50 million Rm in one hour. Taking out guards and smashing all the cameras? Haha i don't give robbers that much credit even if you are ocean's twelve :D But you never know, they must have done shit loads of research and planned it damn well. If that's the case, don't bother finding the new guineans then :D

Tonight our client is taking us shopping. She has a car so goody gumdrops. Time to buy all you guys a little something :D Special thought would go into ellie and momma :D Rach you're easy, food is your love :D Jan is easy too, liquor you bloody drunk cunt chipmunk :D

As some of you know, my nose has taken a severe beating the past day or two. Do not worry as i will fight it and continue to stay strong. I am taking one for the team :)

touche

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 12:18:54 GMT

Today was a pretty much good old standard lazy david day :) How i miss being lazy :)

Went for treatment in the morning and slept slept slept.. or more like hibernate :) But my butt and legs are aching.. haha i think edna is right, must be from all that running yesterday while playing tennis :P But i didn't run as much as i thought i would, which brings me to one conclusion, i am unfit :D

Haha it was nice of edna to come and watch me play yesterday, sorry i couldn't put on a better show for you, but at least you did see some pretty good shots. Two are etched in memory now, the 180 degree turn forehand down the line passing shot in my first match and the second was the forehand crosscourt passing shot in my second one :) Will try better next time k momma, i promise :)

Haha on the night of dnd i met up with ellie. haha it was really good to see her again, she's damn funny. Spent the whole afternoon at starbucks making adjustments to edna's present (which she loved by the way) and talking and talking. haha she's in love with jansen! HAHAHAH :D omg that was damn funny when she saw the pics of him. Haha and yes if you know what i've gotten you for christmas, which i know you know by now, i wonder what will be the reactions of your family.. hahahaah! :D haha you'll be the only one on your block with that gift! :D

Well KL tomorrow, not sure what to expect, but we'll see how it goes. I just hope i can go to town at night and pick something up for everybody, you never know if i'll have the time. But i'm sure i will :)

Ha i haven't packed yet, have yet ot find my passport, my plane ticket is somewhere there. Powerpack planning la dave! :D Oh and my brother took the small suitcase and the lock and keys are missing. but i'm not worried :)

I watched the final between blake and federer. Federer is just too good, but i prefered his match against nadal yesterday, simply magic :)

Momma, please take care of yourself k. Ande and i are worried for you and will always here for you :D Divad will be the new bodyguard on your table k :D

Ellie if i'm not busy i'll go hoobastank with you k :) You need a job! :D

veteran vs novice

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 00:20:50 GMT

Yesterday's DnD was very fun. Congratulations momma on one fantatsic absolutely fabuolous organisation! I understand and know how hard it is to work with mungens who do nothing and everything last minute is thrown to your door. Kudos to you momma! You are one fantastic worker :)

Haha the night wouldn't have been complete without jansen getting drunk. Hiccupping like mad after downing shots of johnnie walker :P I sent him back for good measure

My brother has left for aus for a few weeks, haha my mum is somewhat sad because i'm leaving for KL on monday for a week. haha my mum has no quarms about him going to aus for a holiday but she questions me like mad and tries to convince me not to go to KL despite telling her i have to go because it's my job. what to do, my mum is like that :P FOng fatt is scared of her :P

i'm gonna enjoy this weekend, get some tennis in and some rest :)

Don't worry momma i'll be fine, i'm more worried about you, more than you'll ever know :)

Forever in blue

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 23:07:34 GMT

Something is not right. I can feel it. Not physically. I just have a bad feeling.

I knew
In a fantasy of my anticipation
I knew there was no consolation

In a spell of embrace
Just for a moment
I was the one, caught in the moment
And i knew
I was forever in blue

Teh nice

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 01:14:20 GMT

Yesterday i must say was a very very very very very nice day for more than one reason :)

Went to work in the morning to settle some admin stuff and toi plan ahead for a audit. And edna arrived with the souvenirs for the DnD where we printed out label samples and put them on the two respective souvenirs. haha i didn't do anything la, edna's the creative one with all the fancy paper and stickers. I couldn't hold my own, i caught no ball and was lost in translation :D

After that we went to pick up the door gifts and the concourse. Haha the party and gifts store was full of misc items for parties that made me smile like mad. It brought back so many memories of when you were young, the parties you attended and all the stuff that was there :) I esp like the panda snack. Haha it was damn cute! :)

After that my brain switched off and i gave edna wrong directions. She was supposed to get her costume done for DnD but she wanted to go for lunch and i gave driections to where she was supposed to get her costume done. I felt damn bad she missed out on her costume fitting, not to mention driving around the whole island. Lunch will be on me during the week k? I must pay for the petrol wasted :)

IPG tennis was cancelled due to rain so the match with the lawyers is postponend to next week morning. Today is the architects. Haha i'm just gonna go and play, today i'm more in the mood to play tennis after eating kebabs and wraps at arab street last night.

Haha din, ten ball, jay and aisyah wen tout last night. When down to robertson quay where they had a drink. I was the sobe rone for the night, given up alcohol completely on my final warning from the doctor. But that doesn';t scare me, i'm doing it for my nanies :) You don't know how much you nannies mean to me, i appreciate the thoughts and the concern very much :) (i also consider the chipmunk to be my nanny!)

Haha after a whoile we headed down to arab street to eat and some hubbly bubbly :) Passed the time eating as the rest of the drunks blabbered on about breast feeding till 12 years old and that guys having nipples are useless. The topic went to the fact that when you're in your mum's stomach alll of us are females. Which is true. We are all start out as a female. That's why men have nipples etc but did you know all woman are not pure estrogen? That is why a perfect woman is actually a man. Sicentifically la. But you know how when you try and do practical it doesn;'t quite work out. Hence you get men :)

Came home about half past two to watch the final moments of the man u game. Thank god we won with chelsea coming next week. What a game to watcha nd what a time to be going KL on a job. I'll miss happy feet and EPL. Why couldn't they send some local malaysian back to their country? Have to send the foreign talent there? The whole firm is made up of malaysians, why send the angmoh from papua new guinea? :P

Well best get ready, need to cook breakfast then head off to SP to play teh nice :D

Dnd this week. Muhaha i hope my plan goes smoothly. Ellie you'll love my costume! :D

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

I'm happy to see you smile, ms magnum. You need to.

Mai kong

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 22:22:19 GMT

Well this week has been pretty smooth. Nothing much has happened. Broke a gym machine, humiliated a body builder, confused people from PWC, decided on my costume for dnd, got a good couple nights sleep, told my boss my mum wanted to see him. Made fun of mungen colleagues. Yea pretty much the average good old week :)

Today i have to pop down to work cause its my saturday on. After that i have the IPG tennis at singapore poly. We're playing against the lawyers today. Confirm die. haha, with two ex national players in the lawyers team and stuck up accountants playing them, should be very very interesting :)

I am so not waiting for the peak period to come. Haha im doing a list co, the parent one. Oh my god. I'm just looking forward to dnd. I have two surprises :) muhahahaha i cannnot wait, it's a masterplan! I'm sneaky :)

Will be leaving for KL on the 21st for a week. I get 10 Ringgit a day! Woopie i'm a millionaire! :D

lemak

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:09:31 GMT

yesterday i was well enough to go to jansen's house warming. Imagine that, moving from telok blangah to telok blangah :)

haha i met up with edna and her twin sister in town at 2 o'clock as we shopped around taka for an oven for jansen. haha found a little mini one for him and we decorated it with piglet stickers and random funny quotes of "me love you long time" all around it :)

his house is nice and cosy.. haha abit like mine but i prefer the carpet of my house.. haha all week i was waiting for his nasi lemak but when we got there haha he added too much coconut milk and the rice was spoilt :P

he had to start all over again but it wasn't all that bad, the food was nice and the entertainment of mungens playing a card drinking game where the penalty was to drink water just amused me :)

showed edna the beauty of snatch, lent her the vcd so she could better understand it.. haha hopefully by tomorrow she'll understand it :) i enjoyed spirited away although we couldn't watch it completely.. haha i love cartoons.. i can't wait for happy feet.. that is gonna be so much fun :)

we left jansen's place around 11 plus after rounds and rounds of chess and dum.. haha overall it was good fun.. a bit hot but fun :)

Today was just a day at home, lazing around on the couch trying to recouperate.. back to the office tomorrow :)

find comfort in pain

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 00:11:50 GMT

It's friday and i'm still sick, nothing really has improved but then again i'm not surprised. The past few days have not been productive one bit. Lying on the couch tossing and turning, that's all.

I'm just damn tired, the medication is so strong. Green pills, orange pills, yellow pill and brown pills. When did colours ever become so painful to look at? It's come to the point medicine has become the norm, which is something really sad to say. You remember when you're young and your parents would give you vitamins of different shapes and colours telling you they'll make you big and strong. How i wish it'll still be the same today.

Everyone talks to themselves every now and then, i like to figure i do it more than often. No it's not weird, i figure when people talk to themselves they're actually talking to god. Now i don't have a religion but i still believe there is a god. And in my moments of speaking to god (i shall not refer god as to him or her or it) i was reminded of people always feeling sorry for me saying "why you of all people, how could god let this happen"

to be honest, i don't blame anyone for what happened. It's no one's fault. You can't say god did this on purpose. I've done a lot of bad things in my life or my previous life (maybe) that could constitute to what i'm getting. Then again maybe this is just another learning lesson for me to grow up. Then again maybe it's because god gave me the mental strength to survive whatever came my way. Whatever the reasons, which are many, no one should be unhappy. Many people say things happen for a reason. I guess it's true.

I do not want to be an inspiration to anybody. I am the last person, then again i am not the person people should look up to. Even if i was the last person you should not look up to me.

Can't i just be a person who walks by unnoticed?

Painful as it may be, a significant emotional event can be the catalyst for choosing a direction that serves us and those around us more effectively. Look for the learning.

Candles and winter

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 15:42:24 GMT

tonight is really really bad.. i can feel it coming.. i'm going to be really sick.. i think my parents know as well.. hopefully if its a flu it'll last four days.. go dknows what happenede last time.. i hope i'll be okay... will justt have to wait and see